Commentary: Apologizing after a Mormon faith transition

I've been doing a lot of apologizing since I left Mormonism, and it's still really hard — but maybe not for the reasons you think.It's not because I'm proud and can't humble myself (at least I don't think that's what's going on). It's because when I realize I've really screwed up, I don't feel like I deserve forgiveness. I also don't believe in the Atonement of Jesus Christ anymore, that someone else suffered for my sins and that I can just miraculously access that by going through a relig