Why I Suddenly Don't Want to Be Older

RUSH: I've always wanted to be older.  And even when I hit my sixties, it was still true.  I never had a problem getting older.  It didn't panic me, it didn't worry me, but all of a sudden, driving in today, for some reason, I had the first-ever negative twinge about getting older.  Plus I got a birthday coming up next week.  In fact, it's a week from today.  Not a hint.  Don't do anything.  And I said, "What is this?"  This is totally new ground for me, totally unfamiliar territory.