I Apologize for Losing My Temper

RUSH: I'm gonna begin the hour here with a personal apology, and every time I do this the staff on the other side of the glass starts giving me weird looks and, "What are you apologizing for?"  I want to apologize for my near loss of composure in the first hour of this program.  In my memory there are two or three times in the first hour I was literally on the verge of screaming in here, which I never do.