Money dysmorphia: why I can't let myself have nice things

I worry that if I actually let myself accept that I have money now, it will be even more of a shock if poverty does comeThere is a $400 red silk jacket hanging in my wardrobe that makes me feel so uncomfortable that I have zipped it away in a blue $3 garment bag. It is something unaffordable that I have somehow afforded, and looking at it disgusts me.I bought the jacket last year while I was back in London. I had a TV appearance the next day and wanted to wear something “nice” &ndash