I didn’t find out about Dad’s diagnosis until I read his death certificate

John’s fear mirrored my father’s life so closely that it was almost unbearable to watch (Picture: Jennifer Hillman)The bar was heavy with tension as Elaine Peacock (Harriet Thorpe) confronted her late-husband’s secret lover Drew on EastEnders.Elaine’s husband, John Carter, died of a heart attack over 30 years ago but it was revealed this week that he had been having an affair with Drew for years before that.Then came Drew’s disclosure that he’s been living wi