My Life Was 'Easy' Until I Turned 18...

As a child life seemed pretty straight forward.Apart from the odd worry, the process of puberty and the occasional heartbreak from the girls I had a crush on nothing seemed too hard to handle.But at 18, (a month off my 19th birthday) my Dad took his own life.It was completely out of the blue.On paper he had everything, but after a sudden breakdown six months prior on March 4th 2009 he stepped in front of a lorry.Tragedy struck.How do I deal with this?Life seemed to spiral down from that point, a