Untitled(where is my mind? i can find it without an object.)

i want to control her because she never looks at me how i want she never does what i want she lies down in the wrong way she talks too much when she talks i hate the sound of her voice she says she can’t please me because she is mentally ill. i thought it would be easier to posses her when she was ill. it became harder. she misrepresented herself. she didn’t complete her thought. she ended one thought halfway with the next thought. she stayed in her bed most of the day. i used to bel