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the doc talks about his horse. i’m glad he loves his animal. i don’t especially care about them. i know its good to like them. i liked my ex wife’s dog because it was her dog.at a certain point i think people want me to fail or to do well and i doubt myself.i haven’t showered for four days. i wear my orange hat indoors.they want me to talk to this woman. she has deep lines in her face.i record her story with my i phone: i’m going to…why do they do this to me