Untitled( she had a secret when people were allowed to have one)

ego death, jacob said.i wasn’t sure what i had said for him to say it.that sounds unpleasant, i said.it was, jacob said. it was very painful.was it for a long time, i said.well, jacob said.it came to a head, i said.yeah, jacob said.jacob likes to stick his tongue out playfully when we talk.jacob had an ego death. i’ve heard of a social death but not an ego death. i had a time when i was jacob’s age in my early twenties when i was disconnected from what was real. i cycled to chu